Worst Day Ever!

First off I'd like to say that I absolutely love my best friend Brandon M. Caten! I would have completely died today without you! Still not sure how I'm breathing but its one breath at a time.

The worst thing ever that could possibly have happened, happened.

I was removed from the musical at my school. I have a strong feeling that if I go into to much detail I will regret it later. But I am rethinking my future.
Nothing hurts more than being asked to sit and watch someone do your role while you're "recovering" from tonsilitus and then the next being told that said person is taking over your role for you.
If I had known I would have not sat through it.

Nothing makes any of this better right now. Not sure it really ever will but as mom says, "the sun will come out tomorrow." Geez, I hope she's right. If not I'm gonna be totally bummed!

Well you know there's always a desk job.

I'll keep my head up with the kids theatre job for this summer. I'm trying to stay upbeat but its hard when you work so hard and then all of a sudden have everything you worked so hard for pulled right out from underneath and have people happy about it.

You know when you're a kid and you hit your sibling and they tell your parents? And then you are like no way I so did not he/she is totally lying. Then the parent believes you and you just look at your sibling and totally give them an evil smile and do it again?
Well that totally happened as I walked in the building before they told me. Only it was a little different than that. Its just the feeling I'm talking about. Might not make much sence but again I can't really go to far into detail as I don't need anyone lecturing me about anything at all right now.

I'll just grin and bear it be super happy for Emily she's playing Reno and is doing a wonderful wonderful job! Keep it up girl!

Well after crying my eyes out Brandon was there to help me pull through and took me to feed the ducks, we walked, talked then met up at the mall with Jenn and Caitlin for some bungee action! Best time ever! And I can't tell you how much I laughed my ass off at dinner and tonight. You know you have good friends when you can go through the worst thing ever and at the end of the night they have had you laughing so hard you got a great ab workout!
I love you guys.

Bed time. Class early in the morning and then I have my amazing little loves of my life at Sunny Side!

Thanks mom for being there to tell me how much it sucks and for still coming even if I'm not doing anything! I love you and don't know where I'd be without you! Lost thats where! Miss yoU!

Penny Marie!