100th post

I found this quote in my xanga mail today... I hadn't checked that email in forever... thats all that really comes to that email anymore but I thought it was appropriate for the time being.

If you even read this, I want you to know, that this is the truth. My life would be so different without you. You were the one who changed it all, and in the end, if that was all you were meant to be for, then I am grateful for that. I have learned so much from you. I learned how to be me and be okay with being me. The fun silly me. I learned how to trust my heart no matter what. And in the end I think I learned how to listen to everything even the littlest things and take them for what it is worth. I know I didn't do it much in our time together, but I think I am learning how to look and listen for the signs now. You taught me that even if I only learned it in the end afterwards.

I also learned this:

And that its okay to want to:

One thing I know for sure though is that:

But its okay because I'm okay with that.

And in the end

and its okay.