Whats on my mind...

1st of all,
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY MOM! I know I told you on the phone and I know its almost over but I love you and I miss you and I'm so glad that you are my mom!

and 2nd of all, I'd just like to say hey to all the people I haven't been in touch with much lately.

And 3rdly, I'd like to say just how wonderful my boyfriend really is. I never knew that I would feel so cared about and so loved. I love him more than anything and it just makes me sad to know I'll be away for so long when I go to finish my degree.

To Diana, you are what gives me strength to go into another long distance relationship. You are amazing and I believe so much in you and Mike because I know just how much you love him and how he loves you. You helped me realize how much someone could love someone and I am grateful for that every day of my life. Thank you for everything and thank you for being my best friend and for being there for me when I needed it most.

To my sister, you are wonderful. I never knew that you and I could share so much at the exact same time. That ring made me whole for a while and I'm so happy that it served its purpose and that you found Matt. He is a jem and I hope that you keep him around for a while.

To my mom and dad, you are my rocks. I don't know how I could have gotten this far without you. You've been there for me when I've caved, and you've been there to hold me up, to keep my head above the water and to keep me breathing and kicking in the deep end of life. You've been wonderful role models in life and I'm so grateful that you have been there for me through thick and thin and through everything that I've been through. Thank you for holding my hand, for drying my tears, for pushing me and for helping me. I don't think I even really have begun to realize just how lucky I am but I see it so clearly now though.

To Michele, I know we haven't talked much lately but you have changed my life. I've never known someone who has been so strong and who has fought so hard. You deserve everything that you want. I'm so glad that you have Derek and that you have the cutest daughter ever. She looks just like you and I'm so grateful to have gotten the chance to meet you, much less knowing you. I'm blessed to have you as a friend and I'm sorry that I haven't been more updating with life.

To my brother, though we haven't talked much lately, I hope your doing okay. You've made such a big impact in my life its not funny. I'm so happy that Daisy came into your life and I hope your taking good care of her! I miss you and I hope that I get to see you soon. If not, then I'll see you at my graduation. I love you Patrick!

Finally to Rae, knowing you the last few weeks has made lifeguarding more fun. I'm so glad I took that class there at the Y. You and Nate are going to be just fine, I know it. I'm so happy that you are happy and I'm hoping to keep in touch with you for a long time. Your awesome!