Teddy...

I have a bear... he's a teddy bear... and he's pretty damn special to me... because he still smells... and because he's there to absorb tears... whenever needed...

I'm now going to go to bed now... with that bear...

I was highly mad last night because I couldn't find him... and now I'm glad I did...

I found him

I really like these quotes

o1.
Do you want to know why I tell you lies? because I`m afraid you`ll find out what I like to do and where I like to go when I`m sad. Because I`m scared that you`ll discover how much I love you and I`m not ready for love yet. I lie cause I`m frightened - terrified that you might find out who I really am and hate me, just like I do.
o2.
Best friends hang tough. They don`t come with Fragile stickers and aren`t easily scared off, or ticked off. Best friends help you out whenever they can, make time for you even when they don`t have any, and trust your friendship enough to say No. Best friends are cross-your-heart-and-hope-to-die, good-times-and-bad-times, borrow-anything, tell-you-everything, trust-you-with-their-deepest-darkest-secrets, always-and-forever friends
o3.
To let go isn`t to forget, not think about, or ignore. It doesn`t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn`t winning, and it isn`t losing. It`s not about pride, and it`s not about how you appear, and it`s not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn`t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn`t leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. It`s not giving in or giving up. Letting go isn`t about loss, and it`s not defeat. To let go is to cherish memories, but to overcome and to move on. It`s having an open mind and confidence in the future. Letting go is accepting. It`s learning and experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry and made you grow. It`s about all that you have, all that you had and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. It`s realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, and to clear a path and to set you free.
o4.
I guess that`s what I thought ; that leaving something behind would erase it from memory forever. It doesn`t. If something touched you that deeply, it never goes away without a fight.
o5.
For many people, things have to get very bad before there`s a shift. When you truly bottom out, there comes an exhilarating release. You recognize there`s a power in the universe bigger than you are, who can do for you what you can`t do for yourself.[ Marianne Williamson ]
o6.
And he did something to me that I can`t quite explain only with words, he took me to a new place, he introduced me to myself.
o7.
There had been a long period of time during which he remembered being very happy. But things change. People change. Change was one of the inevitable laws of nature, exacting its toll on people`s lives. [ The Choice ; Nicholas Sparks ]
o8.
Mistakes are made, regrets form, and all that was left were repercussions that made something as simple as rising from the bed seem almost laborious. [ The Choice ; Nicholas Sparks ]
o9.
Always throw salt over your left shoulder, keep rosemary by your garden gate, plant lavender for luck, and fall in love whenever you can. [ Practical Magic ]
1o.
you just have to let things fall into place, how they`re supposed to be, even though you might want something so bad, it might not be meant to be, & what you do get in the end; is what you wanted & needed all along
11.
Love doesn`t hold grudges. It doesn`t keep thinking over & over again about how someone hurt you. Love doesn`t give up just cause something goes wrong or cause your feelings are hurt. Those who love just keep right on loving.

[just so you know.. I got all of these off of someones xanga, just cause she always has the best stuff. from lovestudiox]

Faith, Trust, and Pixie Dust...

So, I feel lost right now. I'm not sure where I'm going with my life and for the first time, I'm really truly scared about that.
Sure, I know I'm more than likely going to go to USA in the Fall of '08 and graduate with my BFA in Theatre Arts with and emphasis in Musical Theatre. So I know what I'm actually planning out to do.
But have you ever been lost so deep inside your thoughts it scares you?
Well that's where I am at this point.
I did the unthinkable. The one thing that everyone at one point or another doesn't want to do, I broke someones heart. Or at least I think I did. I'm not really sure, he's held up a wall for so long maybe I only slightly punctured it. but in turn, I lost a part of mine.
You see, he'll always have a part of my heart. I gave it to him, and he pretty much kept it safe, now I'm lost.
the song I posted earlier kind of explains how my brain is working.
I've always loved the thought of flying off to never never land, and tonight I wish it were a real place, where I could go fly with Peter and fight Pirates with the lost boys.
You see I always had faith and trust in so many people. and I lost his faith and trust now... now all I have is pixie dust left, and I think we all know thats not really a current option.
So I'm gonna go dry my hair, and dream about something good I hope.
I still have the teddy bear he bought me, I'll probably never stop sleeping with it... as long as I'm living on my own I mean.
we'll see what happens in the future... I just wish I could have my best friend back.

I Try

I am not a child now
I can take care of myself
I mustn't let them down now
Mustn't let them see me cry
I'm fine, I'm fine

I'm too tired to listen
I'm too old to believe
All these childish stories
There is no such thing as faith
And trust and pixie dust

I try
But it's so hard to believe
I try
But I can't see what you see
I try, I try, I try...

My whole world is changing
I don't know where to turn
I can't leave you waiting
But I can't stay and watch this city burn
Watch it burn'

Cause I try
But it's so hard to believe
I try But I can't see what you see
I try, I try

I try and try to understand
The distance in between
The love I feel and the things I fear
And every single dream

I can finally see it
Now I have to believe
All those precious stories

All the world is made of...Faith, and trust... and pixie dust
So, I'll try
Because I finally believe
I'll try, cuz I can see what you see
I'll try, I'll try
I will try
I'll try...To fly

Updates

Well, these past few days have been interesting.

The Fantasticks is going really well!
Everone should come see it! See my blog down a few to get info!

Magic by Colbe Caillat

this song has a new meaning for me today:

You've got magic inside your fingertips.
It's leaking out all over my skin, yeah.
Every time that I get close to you,
You're making me weak with the way you look through those eyes.

But all I see is your face.
All I need is your touch.
Wake me up with your lips.
Come at me from up above, yeah.
I need you.

I remember the way that you move.
You're dancing easily through my dreams.
It's hitting me harder and harder with all your smiles.
You are crazy gentle in the way you kiss.

All I see is your face.
All I need is your touch.
Wake me up with your lips.
Come at me from up above.
Oh baby, I need you to see me the way I see you.
Love me wide awake in the middle of my dreams.

And all I see is your face.
All I need is your touch.
Wake me up with your lips.
Come at me from up above.

All I see is your face.
All I need is your touch.
Wake me up with your lips.
Come at me from up above.

All I see is your face.
All I see is your face.
All I see is your face

Apologize / Gossip Girl / Update

I decided to wind down after rehearsal by watching the Gossip Girl Episode that I missed because of rehearsal from last week. Thank God they are online! I love that! Anyways, it was the one about the ball like thing... I don't know the real way to spell the real word. I loved it! It was so sad in a way though. To think that some one's mother made them choose between there inheritance and the love of there life. That is horrible. But in the end Serena's mother knew that it really was right for her and Dan to be together, so she goes to pick him up and bring him to her. I loved that. It makes me feel so wonderful inside to know that they really do belong together. It can happen just like that. It's sad that Lily and Rufas weren't allowed to be together so long ago but I somehow believe that Allison is a wonderful person as well and I really like her character. Man and Jenny? she really needs to get her act together and become more like her brother. Either that or know that she can't just let Blair let her push her around. And Blair and Nate got back together. They really were meant for each other... I think.

Anyways the end of the show ended with this song I originally said I hated, because I think I heard the wrong verison of it. But I love this version. Its the remix I guess by Timbaland. I really love this version.
It kinda means something in my heart too. The first time I heard it was for a different reason... and I wanted to cry. But I love it now. and I'm thankful that it doesn't mean what it originally stood for.

I'm so happy that everything is okay in the world of me right now...
I love my family. and I my boyfriend. and my best friend who I get to go to disney with on monday!
I love you guys and girls so much!

I’m holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I’m hearing what you say
But I just can’t make you sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you’re sorry
Didn’t think I’d turn around and say..

That it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late

I’d take another chance,
take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah
I loved you with a fire red,
now it’s turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I’m afraid
It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
Woahooo woah
It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize,
yeah yeah I said it’s too late to apologize,
a yeah I’m holding on your rope Got me ten feet off the ground...

Green Apple Salsa!

Let me tell you all that this stuff is the shit! I was a bit turned off watching my boyfriend cut up all of it and throwing in a bowl. But let me tell you it is beyond colorful and if you don't like tomatoes in chunks then you should do what I had Daniel do for me. We put it in a food processor and made it really chopped up and tiny and then it beyond mixes everything and do you know the best part about how wonderful this stuff is?
IT'S COMPLETELY HEALTHY!

So here it is ladies and gentlemen! The best salsa i've ever had thats homemade!

24 Calories (kcal)
trace Total Fat
(4% calories from fat)
1 g Protein
6 g Carbohydrate
0 mg Cholesterol
163 mg Sodium

3 roma(or plum) tomatoes, chopped (we used roma tomatoes but they just want the smaller kind)
1 cup Granny Smith apples, chopped
1/2 cup cucumber, chopped
1/2 cup corn kernels, chopped
1/2 cup red bell pepper, chopped
1/4 cup green onions, chopped
1/4 cup red onion, chopped (this is really purple onions I believe!)
2-1/2 tablespoons fresh cilantro, chopped
1-1/2 fresh lime juice
1 tablespoon jalapeno, seeded and chopped (we didn't put any seeds in there we avioded those)
1 tablespoon balsamic vinegar
1-1/2 teaspoons sugar
3/4 teaspoon salt
1/2 teaspoon ground black pepper

serves 16

Combine all ingredients, stirring well. Searve at room temperature of chilled.

There it is! I kid you not guys, this is really amazingly awesomely tastey!

Loves!

Penny Marie!~*

Thanksgiving!

I'm offically in South Carolina with Daniel, sitting on his couch on a laptop he has.
I'm hopeing that anyone who is traveling anywhere for the holiday may do it safely!
I made it in one piece after having been ran off the road once to avoid and accident, being yelled at by some dumb trucker who kept looking at me out of his window and saying something(I don't care what, I was listening to music and trying to ignore him), and missing my 2nd to last exit and getting slightly lost! after all that I got here in one piece and was suprised to get a special ring from my boyfriend for our 1 year anniversary! It's pretty! Its got half of a hearttype thing and 8 small blue sapphires in it!
I love it and he is awesome!
I'm now sitting here next to him as he plays God of War, which the logo for is fucking awesome!

Anyways, this goes out to Diana- I love you and I hope you have a safe and wonderful trip to see Mike! Your the bestest friend I've ever had and I don't know how I would have survived most of the last 2 years without you! God knew I needed you and he sent you just in time!
You're amazing and I'm so happy to have you in my life!

For everyone else,
Again have a safe holiday and drive safe, turn your head lights on when it gets dark and don't talk to strangers. and Make sure your turkey is cooked to the right temperature however you may be having it!
Muah!

Penny Marie!~*

How I feel about him... I love him

I don't want this moment, to ever end,
Where everything's nothing, without you.
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile,
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.

Through it all, I made my mistakes.
I stumble and fall, But I mean these words.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.

Thoughts read are spoken, forever in doubt.
And pieces of memories fall to the ground.
I know what I did and so, I won't let this go.
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.

All the streets, where I walked alone,
With nowhere to go. Have come to an end.
I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you don't know what you're looking to find.
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you just never know what you will find.

I don't want this moment to ever end.
Where everything's nothing without you.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.

I love you Daniel

The Fantasticks!

Okay I'm offically doing The Fantasticks out in St. Augustine!
I was cast in the role of Luisa which in my case is a huge part!
Please come out and support this awesome cast.
I can promise you, it's going to be one awesome show!

The show dates are as follows:

December 13 @7:30pm (special preview performace @ $10 a person)
December 14 @7:30pm
December 15 @7:30pm
December 16 @2:00pm
December 20 @7:30pm
December 21 @7:30pm
December 22 @2:00pm
December 22 @7:30pm
December 23 @2:00pm
December 27 @7:30pm
December 28 @7:30pm
December 29 @2:00pm
December 29 @7:30pm
December 30 @2:00pm
December 31 @7:30pm (special New Years Eve Perfomance)
January 3 @7:30pm
January 4 @7:30pm
January 5 @2:00pm
January 5 @7:30pm
January 6 @2:00pm
January 10 @7:30pm
January 11 @7:30pm
January 12 @2:00pm
January 12 @7:30pm

Ticket Prices are as follows:
General Admission is $25
Senior (62+) $23
Stundents & Military $20
Student Rush! (with I.D.) $10 (seating 30 minutes prior to show)
Group Rates (call the theatre)

The Box Office is open Tuesday - Saturday, 10 AM - 4 PM
On performance days, the Box Office opens 90 minutes prior to curtain.
Reservations Recommended!
In person at the Box Office (see hours above)
Telephone: (904) 825-1164
Toll Free: (866) 682-6400
FAX: (904) 825-4662 w/ charge card number and exp. date
By mail: Tickets
Limelight Theatre
P.O. Box 1196
St. Augustine, FL 32085
NOTE: No refunds or credits are given. Exchanges must be made for another performance date 48 hours prior to original reservation.
Show Times All evening performances at 7:30 PM
Saturday & Sunday Matinees at 2 PM
Also available:
Group Rates
Performances for your fundraising events
Touring performance
Handicapped Accessibility
The Theatre and restrooms are wheelchair accessible.
There is ramp access to the building.
Please let us know if you need special arrangements when making your reservations.

Funny Girl

[Looking in the mirror]
Fanny Brice: Hello, gorgeous.

Fanny Brice: You think beautiful girls are going to stay stars forever? I should say not! Any minute now they're going to be out! Finished! Then it'll be my turn!

Nick Arnstein: I'd be happy to wait while you change.
Fanny: I'd have to change too much, nobody could wait that long.

Fanny Brice: Where I come from, when two people... well, sort of love each other... oh, never mind.
Nick Arnstein: Well? What do they do when they "sort of love each other"?
Fanny Brice: Well, one of them says, "Why don't we get married?"
Nick Arnstein: Really?
Fanny Brice: Yeah, and sometimes it's even the man.

Fanny Brice: You could get lonesome being that free.
Nick Arnstein: You could get lonesome being that busy.
Fanny Brice: Now who'd think to look at you and me and see we got the same problem!

Fanny Brice: He's a gentleman. A gentleman fits in anyplace.
Rose Brice: A sponge fits in any place.

Rose Brice: When you look at him, you only see what you want to see.
Fannie Brice: I see him as he is. I love him as he is!
Rose Brice: Fannie. Love him a little less. Help him a little more.

Fannie Brice: I'm a bagel on a plate full of onion rolls!

Nick Arnstein: Goodbye, funny girl.

Mrs. Strakosh: [referring to Nick Arnstein] Candidly, Mrs. Brice, that's one good-looking fella. Rose Brice: Hmm... gorgeous. Like Fanny's papa, my ex. Also gorgeous. Wherever he is... he should only stay there.

Rose Brice: What kind of mother would name a boy Florence?
Eddie Ryan: It's Florenz-zzz
Rose Brice: What kind of mother would name a boy Florenz-zzzzzz?

Fanny Brice: "No law against waiting," I said, "people do it everyday." For once, I didn't say too much, I didn't say too little, I said just enough, and then walked away!

Florenz Ziegfeld: Miss Brice, do I have to remind you this is my theatre?
Fanny Brice: So, what, nobody argues with the landlord?

Fanny Brice: Flo! Flo, quit yelling or your ulcer will flare up.
Florenz Ziegfeld: That's funny coming from you, you gave me that ulcer!

Fanny Brice: [singing] Life's candy and the sun's a ball of butter.

The Fantasticks!!

So I was cast in The Fantasticks last night as the lead girl Luisa.
I'm so excited!
I love this feeling. I never want it to leave!

Quotes

some quotes I liked off of my xanga friends page.
they all came from different poeple so if they are yours. just know I'm not claming them:

Sometimes we fall for people, and they just aren't ready to catch us.

You don't need to know any of this. But the things I don't reveal are the things I hold closest and fear losing the most. I work overtime keeping them veiled and camouflaged. You don't need to know that I walk around all day fearing the things that make me happy, and that I have been doing that for my entire life. -Jill A. Davis

we're all a little in the dark when it comes to love. sometimes you have to run away from it to see it clearly. And sometimes you have to come home to try it again. - Men In Trees

Cause I might know you a little better than you think and I don't want you waking up one morning thinking if you'd known everything you might have done something different -The Notebook

If there's just one piece of advice i can give you, it's this - when there's something you really want -- fight for it.. don't give up.. no matter how hopeless it seems. And when you've lost hope, ask youself if in 10 years from now you're gunna wish you gave it just one more short. cause the best things in life, they don't come free. - Dawson`s Creek

Why do you have to push me so hard?You're pushing me away.. <3

I want a a boy i can tell all my deepest secrets to. I want a boy who will french-kiss me. I want a boy who will be jealous if i spend too much time with another guy. - Princess in the Spotlight

run in the rain to get wet, call a friend justcause you care, smile just cause youcan, & laugh just to make people stare

In some ways kids have it easy, cause people think we don't know the difference between right and wrong. That's the easy part. We do. We just pretend we don't, cause making yourself do the right thing, when you don't really want to, is what we need to practice.

It's not about what happened in the past or what you think might happen in the future. There's no point in going through all this crap if you're not going to enjoy the ride. And you know what? When you least expect it, something great might come along, something better than what you planned for.

There have been lots of ups & downs, but ultimately, at the end of the day, that's what makes you who you are. we all know how to laugh, we all know how to cry, and we all know how to love back. we all know heartbreak, but the world keeps moving, and we keep moving along with it. and everything we experience helps us realize how beautiful life really is.

Funny how one minute you can be so close to someone and the next it's like you never knew them

I guess it's gunna have to hurt. I guess I'm gunna have to cry and let go of some things I love to get to the other side. I guess it's gunna break me down like falling when you're trying to fly. It's sad but sometimes moving on with the rest of your lifestarts with goodbye. - Carrie Underwood

When you're still smiling about something thathappened six months ago, you know there's gotta be more

Do whatever makes you happy cause in the end,you`re the only one who's guaranteed to be there.

Instead of trying to find a way out,focus on making your way through.

There's always going to be somebody who'll try to take your dignity and self-esteem. Just never let them take your voice.

God doesn't give you the people you want. Instead, he gives you the people you need. To teach you, to hurt you, to love you and to make you exactly the way you're meant to be

If he's going to be stupid enough to walk away, then you have to be smart enough to let him go.

I know that there are certain people in my lifethat are holding me back, so what do I do? Let go of them, move on, cause my dreams are what matter most

I think best friends are the ones who have been through what you've been through. They understand where you're coming from and where you're going. It's always a challenge to stick by a friend who's making choices we disagree with and are sometimes even dangerous, but it's at these times that our friends need us most.

Sometimes, when you don't ask questions, it's not cause you`re afraid that someone will lie in your face. It's cause you`re afraid they'll tell you the truth - Vanishing Acts

There are two kinds of people in your life. The ones that are going to pick you up, and the ones that are going to push you down, but in the end, you'll thank them both.

And believe me, I did not want thatcause I had a good life before you. Well, not good..but it was okay. Well..it was empty actually, but atleast I was blissfully unaware of howmiserable I was. Where as now.. cause of you.. I'm actually aware of how completely and totally unhappy Iam. Thank you for that. - Failure To Launch

Legally Blonde

ELLE
Take back the books and pack up the clothes
Clear out the room and drop off the key
Leave with what's left of my dignity
Get in the car and just go
Chalk it all up to experience
They said I'd fail but I disagreed
Who could say then where my path would lead?
Well, now I know
Back to the sun
Back to the shore
Back to what I was before
Back where I'm known
Back in my home
Very small pond
Laugh with my friends
When I arrive
We'll drop the top and just drive
That's fine with me
Just let me be
Legally Blonde
(To Emmett) Thanks for your help and for all you've done
Thank you for treating me decently

EMMETT
(spoken) What's wrong?

ELLE
Maybe someday you can visit me
Give me a call, say hello

EMMETT
Wait, where are you going?

ELLE
Sorry I'm letting down everyone

EMMETT
What brought on this?

ELLE
You did your best with a hopeless case

EMMETT
That's ludicrous

BOTH
You are the best thing about this place

EMMETT
Elle, you should know...

ELLE
(spoken) Callahan hit on me.

EMMETT
(spoken) He what?

ELLE
(spoken) He kissed me. He fired me. There's no reason for me to stay.

EMMETT
What about love?
I never mentioned love
The timing's bad, I know
But perhaps if I made it more clear
That you belong right here
You wouldn't have to go
Cause you know that I'm so much in love...

ELLE
Back to the sun
Back to the shore
Back to what I was before

EMMETT
Please don't open the door

ELLE
Lie on the beach
Dream within reach
Don't stray beyond

EMMETT
We both know you're worth so much more

ELLE
Some girls fight hard
Some face the trial
Some girls were just meant to smile

EMMETT
If you can hear, can I just say
How much I want you to stay

ELLE
It's not up to me
Just let me be
Legally Blonde

EMMETT
I need you to stay...

ELLE
It's not up to me
Just let me be
Legally Blonde

GRRRR!!!!!!!

I'm realizing that even on a good day, that the slightest things that people do just get under my skin.
I'm not sure why, but its just irritating.

anyways,
I miss my boyfriend

Penny Marie

AHHHHHH

I haven't posted in a while, I know. I've been dieing to.
Saturday was amazing! Spent it with my brother in the morning. It was the best time, I just got to lay on the couch next to him and hang out. We just lounged and I can't tell you how awesome it was to do that.
Then I spent time with Diana, which is always a joy.

Today I painted on the set, then tried to do some homework.

I was supposed to be in bed by 12am. Promised my mom lol. but I'm still gluing pictures. just started actually. lol.

I should be done soon then off to bed

I'll update you on specific stuff soon.
Muah!

Penny Marie

Aye Storay!

Aye Storay, is the coolest tribal piece I've ever read. Its just awesome!
I can't even explain in words how just cool it was.

anyways, I felt rather pretty today. I wore my star dangle earrings. and it was rather cool. I'm learning where I stand with certain people and I love that.

I miss everyone back home all the different ones, Diana, and everyone else too.

Muah,

Penny Marie

Rain...

I hate rain with a deep desire and passion.
It sucks and It wont stop.
Today would be the best day to just go curl up in bed with someone and cuddle, and sleep. Man, wouldn't that be wonderful. Especially cause I know his day isn't going so great either.
I miss him so much right now.

Anyways, its been a boring day and I feel like a slug.

Rain,
please go away, I hate you.
Sunshine is so much better, even if it is rather warm.
Just stop raining!
thanks ever so much

I know I'm a loser. but I'm just sick of it raining. It puts me in a funky mood.

Penny Marie

Today

has been okay.

I've officially made a book list. A list of books that I want to read. I've got 104 so far.
That's a lot and books are expensive. I wish there was a good library here like back home.
well I don't have that much time to read anyways. And that just kills me! I hate that when I actually want to read I can't!

anyways. rehearsal in an hour and a half. and I have some astronomy to get working on. Loves!

Penny Marie

The weekend...

the weekend was spent cleaning my apartment... its still not clean. I'm still working.

I miss blogging. I've just been busy.

back to cleaning. hopefully it will be done tonight.

Penny Marie

Isn't it beautiful? I'm in love with color leaves.

off to rehearsal soon. I'll update later.

Good Evening

Good Evening.

Today has been rather interesting.
I'm not at all ready for my next voice lesson tomorrow morning... I hope it goes well. If not, then oh well, I'll practice harder this coming week.
I got a 75% on my Theory test. Which is actually better than I honestly thought it would be. but that's a C- the lowest C I could possibly get. We're on the old grading scale in this class.
Other than that, it seems like I understand the hard stuff but not the easy stuff in Theory. Grrrr that irritates me.

MTE rehearsal should be interesting tomorrow. I pretty much have no clue whats going on in this third section because we didn't have a person there on Tuesday... grrr I'm so irritated with people not showing up to rehearsals. Granted the guy was on a personal day and wasn't at school all day but I absolutely can't stand the people who are there for the class we're in 10 minutes before and then don't show up.

Now that I'm off my rant there. I'm almost done with my awesome looking scrub top that I'm making. I'll post pictures when its done, I'm so excited

In other news, I think I've got all the blocking down for my understudy part. So therefore I've been doing homework in the spare time I've had just sitting in the audience.

We're watching Little Shop Of Horrors in Music Theatre Rep class. Its funny, the night that me and my boyfriend actually officially became a couple we went and saw Little Shop. His brother was playing Seymour. Weird creepy show... but interesting. Skid Row, best song in the whole show other than Suddenly Seymour.

Speaking of the boyfriend, I heard this song in a commercial and decided I loved it. It's now playing on my myspace page. www.myspace.com/appledumpling06
It is a private myspace page so if you want to see it, just add me as a friend and let me know who you are...
Have a lovely evening, I will be trying to get the rhythm counts down for my song that I have to sing for a grade on Friday morning.

Loves everyone.

The Way I Am
by Ingrid Michaelson

If you were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.
Cause I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.
If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I'll make it better.
Cause I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.
I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair.
Sew on patches to all you tear.
Cause I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.

Have you ever wondered?

have you ever wondered why mushrooms grow so fast?
The grass was cut yesterday at my apt. complex and then today I walk out to see brand new sprouted mushrooms in the grass.
What is up with that?
They grow so fast and thats a bit weird if you ask me. over night? strange.
Just thought I'd share with you.

Penny Marie

Translation please?

Strength of soul is shown in patience.
If you face your trouble strongly,
Bearing accusations wrongly
For a guilt that's not your own.

Pretty huh?
Well now try translating that into Italian and singing it in 6th intervals all the way through.
This is the story of my life this week.

To be fair we did already have it in Italian on the music:
Bella provae d'alma forte
L'esser placidae se rena
Nel soffrir l'ingiusta pena
D'una colpa che non ha.

Well, now its off to dance and then MTE rehearsal.

Laters
Penny Marie!~*

Good morning!

I'm currently just waking up. I had to drag myself out of bed this morning.
I'm so tired. Vocal warm-ups this morning. Blah... they are from 9-9:30 and then I don't have class till 11am. grrr... I wish they were from 10:30 to 11am so then I could sleep in for 2 extra hours.

anyways. how about an interesting event that has happened in history?
On this day in 1493, Christopher Columbus set sail from Cadiz, Spain, with a flotilla of 17 ships on his second voyage to the Western Hemisphere.

Well I'm about to head to class

Have a wonderful day.

Penny Marie!~*

Life...

So things are definately hectic here at school.

I tried to get some astronomy done, I got aobut half of the lab done.

I sat through rehearsal for Lucky Stiff.

This show is definately different.

Hopefully tomorrow wont be to hard.

I've got to work on some theory tomorrow at some point.

I think the highlights of tomorrow will be:

1. talking to Daniel.

2. dancing with Chally in MTE rehearsal.

I wish I could see Daisy.

Until tomorrow morning..
Hope you have an adventure

Penny Marie!~*

Busy, Busy, Busy

So I've decided that God only gives you what he knows you can handle.

I think I've known this all along which is why he has held things from me for so long. Everything is unfolding right now the way it should be in my opinion...

But currently, I have to do my Astronomy Lab, then rehearsal, then study for some theory quizzes... blah, school never gets any easier...
Maybe this is a sign that life wont get any easier either.
I'm frustrated... its just so hard.

I love you Diana Leigh, your the bestest friend a girl could have.
Pamela, your amazing and I'm happy your helping me with my scrub top.
Daniel, well... your the best. I love you with all my heart.

More later tonight hopefully.

First Attempt

Hello everyone,

I've decided to try and post on blogger.com.
I've got tons of stuff to write out to express myself.
Unfortunately I currently have to go make a PB&J sandwich to eat for lunch, then I need to study for my next test that begins at 3pm.

I'll update you on my life a little later on.

Penny Marie