Halloween/Project Runway work night!

So I made a costume for halloween! Check it out on my myspace or facebook since blogger is being stupid and wont let me load it here.

Mom, I sent it to your email!

I'm so excited!

SETC Prelim's

SETC people.... Kristi Firmin, Amy Robertson, Bliss Leger, Penny Marie, and Brandon M. Caten

I'm pretty sure this is my favorite picture of all though! We look like we're straight out of the baby sitters club books!

In other news, I did audition for the SETC prelim's on Saturday. It was a bunch of sit around and wait moments from the get go. But I went in the room, felt like a wanted to barf because I was so nervous and then I just had a thought. I said to myself, I could make myself even more nervous by being retarded and being nervous to begin with. Or I could relax, get up, do what I know I can do and floor them! Well I decided to pick the second option. I went up did my thing and I felt like I nailed it. I really was very proud of myself and very happy with what I had accomplished!

I didn't get passed on this year, but I made it through the audition with confidence and a smile on my face! So in the end, I was happy with myself and I will be even more ready next year!

Penny Marie

Yesterday by Leona Lewis

I just can't believe you're gone
Still waiting for morning to come
Wanna see if the sun will rise
Even without you by my side (ooh yeah)

When we had so much in store
Tell me what is it i'm reaching for
When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart

Chorus:
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (plans we made)
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know (no no)
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away (oh oh), but they can never have yesterday

You always used to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future holds
Or atleast how the story goes (but I never believed them 'til now)

I know i'll see you again i'm sure
No, it's not selfish to ask for more
One more night, one more day
One more smile on you face
But they can't take yesterday

Chorus:
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (no no)
They can take the music that we'll never play (they can take the music that we'll never play)
All the broken dreams (oh, my broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday (oh oh oh)
They can take the future that we'll never know (we'll never know)
They can take the places that we said we would go (huh oh oh)
All the broken dreams (all the broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

I thought our days would last forever (but it wasn't our destiny)
'Cause in my mind, we had so much time
But i was so wrong
Now i can, believe that
I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I'm looking back on yesterday

Chorus:
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (ooh ooh)
They can take the music that we'll never play (no)
All the broken dreams (all the broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday (yesterday)
They can take the future that we'll never know (yeah ah)
They can take the places that we said we would go (that we said we would go)
All the broken dreams (all our broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday (they can never hace yesterday)

Ooooh...
(All the broken dreams take everything)
But they can never have yesterday

Not my Study Marathon, but I stayed up to help!

So in psychology terms I'm known as having Impression motivation....

Impression Motivation: The motivation to achieve approval by making a good impression on others.

Brad taught me that at about 4am this morning. I don't have a psychology class but it was interesting to help Brad study for his midterms.

anyways, I'm about to go get ready for directing. Have a wonderful day!

as of noon this after noon I will have offically been awake for 24 hours... thats kinda a record for me.

Best coffee ever this morning thanks to Rob and best breakfast thanks to Brad! Ramen noodles, who would have ever thought?!?!?!

Have good days!

Johnny and June

I love this song!

Johnny and June by Heidi Newfield

Oh, there's something 'bout a man in black.
Makes me want to buy a Cadillac
throw the top back, and roll down to Jacksontown.

I wanna be there on the stage with you.
You and I could be the next rage, too.
Hear the crowd roar, make them want more
I'll kick the foot-lights out.

I want a love like Johnny and June.
Rings of fire burning with you.
I wanna walk the line, walk the line, 'til the end of time.
I want a love, love you that much.
Cash it all in, give it all up.
And when you're gone, I wanna go too,
like Johnny and June.

I wanna hold you baby, right or wrong.
Build a world around a country song
Pray a sweet prayer, follow you there,
down in history.

I want a love like Johnny and June.
Rings of fire burning with you.
I wanna walk the line, walk the line, 'til the end of time.
I want a love, love you that much.
Cash it all in, give it all up.
And when you're gone, I wanna go too,
like Johnny and June
like Johnny and June

More than life itself. No one else.
This endless promise.
They dont make love like that anymore.
Is that too much to be asking for?

I wanna love like Johnny and June.
Rings of fire burnin with you.
I wanna walk the line, walk the line, 'til the end of time.
I wanna love, love you that much.
Cash it all in, Give it all up.
And when you're gone, I wanna go too,
Like Johnny and June.
Like Johnny and June.

And when we're gone, there'll be no tears to cry.
Only memories of our lives.
They'll remember, remember a love like this.

Hope

There is always hope. I'm gonna keep that in mind as I can't sleep tonight.

No matter what, I love him and I always will.

It's all in God's hands now. But then again, it always has been.

I'll be praying until then.

Penny Marie!~*

To whom it may concern...

First off, I apologize to anyone who felt personally offended by me in anyway in the past week... That time frame should cover it well.

Secondly, I apologize to everyone who was at that party, things where said, and after a point, I don't really know what all was said by me either. So I'm sorry if I said something that upset anyone. I was really just trying to be neutral to everyone there and it backfired.

Thank you to all who were there ALL night, from START to Finsh who were there for me to cheer me up. Yes that means even before the big fight, you were there too in the beginning making sure I wasn't thinking about things to hard and made sure I had a good time for the most part.

Here goes: (in random order)

Shannon: Thank you dear for making sure we didn't get TOO lost along the way to Iori's and thank you for being cool about everything in the end.

Mary Helen: Thank you for just being you, for loving everyone and everything! However next time, call a person before you wander off at 4am outside, I would have helped lol. Love you lots Big Little!

Sean: Thanks for being cool after my tangent in the kitchen, I really do have a 5 min. rebound rate and I understand exactly where you were coming from when you needed time to talk to B I just felt like yelling. anyways, thanks for being cool about it all.

Brad: Thanks for taking me home, taking me back for my car, and for truly understanding me.

Josh: Thanks for being there to make sure I didn't hit the floor in my moment of shock and weakness. For not letting go when I needed hugs, for making sure I sat down and had someone with me the whole time and for making sure no one got hurt.

Mason: thanks for your part in making sure no one was hurt in the end too.

Kristi: Thanks for being you, I love you and thank you for being there to not let me fall in moment of shock as well.

Brandon: you were there for most of the beginning of the night to keep my mind of off someone who lives in a different state, thank you for that. there is a lot of things that need to be ironed out... hopefully we'll work it all out in time

Jenn: I love you to death girl, I love how we both apologized for doing absolutely nothing to each other. I can't wait to get to know you more in the future and I'm happy we're friends.

Iori: I love you kid! Thanks for throwing the party to start with. And then thanks for putting up with everything that happened.

I'm sure there are more people I'm forgetting right now... I'll add more in later I'm sure... Its 3:04am as I'm finishing this blog for right now...

I need me some sleep!