Just A Dream (Carrie Underwood)

It was two weeks after the day she turned 18
all dressed in white
going to the church that night
She had his box of letters in the passenger seat
A six pence in her shoe
Something borrowed, something blue
And when the church doors opened up wide
She put her veil down trying to hide the tears
Oh she just couldn't believe it
She heard the trumpets from the military band
And the flowers fell out of her hands

Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go
I was counting on forever
Now I'll never know
I can't even breathe
It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream

The preacher man said "Let us bow our heads and pray"
"Lord please lift his soul and heal this hurt"
Then the congregation all stood up and sang
The saddest song that she ever heard
Then they handed her a folded up flag
And she held on to all she had left of him
oh and what could've been
Then the guns rang one last shot
And it felt like a bullet in her heart

Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go
I was counting on forever
Now I'll never know
I can't even breathe
It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream

Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go
I was counting on forever
Now I'll never know
oh I'll never know
It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream
Oh this is just a dream
Just a dream
Yeah
Yeah

Happy Easter!

Hey everyone!
Happy Easter weekend!

Wow this past week has been a blur, and a mess.
I came back from my Aunts house from seeing my Nanny and I got really sick. I had what my dad and mom call the croupe!
It was gross!
I was sick all day Monday, Tuesday and most of Wednesday too.
I'm feeling much better however and even went to rehearsal last night
Thank you to everyone who cared enough to make sure I was feeling better!

I hope everyone has a wonderful easter and a great weekend!

Chassahowitzka...

is completely out in BFE!
This I know, its where my aunt lives and its about where my grandmother is located in a facility until she can learn to walk again.
She has altimers... stage three... its pretty bad. She remembers my dad, my aunt and my uncle so thats good. I handed her, her coffee earlier today while I was with her and she told me she hoped I would marry into the family, but then I'd have to deal with the rest of them(meaning the rest of my family).
I know its sad that she doesn't know who I am and that I'm apart of her family but I thought it was hilarious and everyone else laughed to when I told them.

anyways, we're on our way home I guess. I think at least.

Well hope everyone has a wonderful night.
I'll be sleeping in the car on the way home and might be here again next weekend.

Loves everyone.

Pirate and Princess Party/other updates

hmmm...
where to start...
Well last night I went to Disney's Pirate and Princess Party! It was a blast I have to tell you! I went with my mom, sister, and brother. Probably the best fun I've had in a long time. It rained all night but we had a blast anyways! The parade was good and the fireworks were awesome. When the pirates take over the castle in the fireworks show we all thought that the castle was really going down! What great effects!
It was a blast I've even got some pictures up on my myspace!

In other news, I got and A on my Theory test! It was a tough one too. And I also got a B on my science test! Thats pretty big for me. I took my Tap tests but I'm not really sure how that really went.

Anyways, does anyone who is reading this have any kind of advice on being a retard and being jealous about people?
I really like this guy. We're kinda dating. He says we are dating but I say we're only kinda dating because we're still not anything offical. He has an awesome profession and I'm lucky to get to work with him and be a part of his career before I go away to school. However, I tend to get really mad when he sends me away to do other things because he seems to think I'm just being a frolic(y) girl when in all reality I'm just asking a question about the music like everyone else does. I've decided that I can't work with him anymore because its just to hard to try and get any kind of questions answered and he harps on me about learning the music a lot.

Anyways, I don't know what to do. I wish he would have called me tonight. But he's busy and probably went to bed early.

anyways, I'm with my bestie now... and we've had a pretty rockin night.

Tomorrow I'm going to Chatawiska with my Dad, sister, and brother... not on great terms either. Tomorrow will be rough. My grandmother(my nanny) has two types of cancer, a broken bone somewhere near her hip and stage three altimers(or however you spell it). So tomorrow will probably be a really emotional day for me. Which sucks... but at least tonight I get to sleep in a comfy bed and wake up to "move over loser" lol...

anyways, have a good night. LOVES EVERYONE!

Waking up...

you know its gonna be a good day, and that your doing alright when you wake up to someone who has pured you the exact cereal you knew you wanted even before you rolled out of bed.

ahhh I wanna go back to bed, its cold outside and my eyes are burning cause I'm so sleepy!

Red Gatorade...

I have no idea what to write about.
I'm in my apartment right now and I'm watching season 2 of Felicity.
I'm completely bored out of my mind even though there is probably a million things I could be doing at the moment lol.