Jealousy?

I've never been jealous before...
so why do I feel so jealous now?

I don't understand why I feel the way I do at this present time.

I don't understand why you put up with it either

Penny Marie

Crimes of the Heart Audition...

I auditioned with my monologue from the Fantasticks.
Then I got to read for Chick and Babe. Two really good roles. which means that I was called back and then I was added to the call back list.
Yay! Doing the monologue wasn't that bad either, plus I think I'm one up with the accent... lol I'm from Kentucky... so I've got the twangy southern accent thing pretty easily... so I think at least. But we'll see what happens. No worries about getting cast, if I don't get cast, I'll just go do something else.
Speaking of something else, Pirates of Pinzance, yup I can audition for that on Monday night... I think I'm gonna go for it if I don't get cast in Crimes...
Yay! my year isn't turning out to be to terrible after all.

Penny Marie

Stars, and night with sister

I'm spending the night with my sister, science book and the book I'm writing.

I've also found myself looking at the stars lately picking out things I've learned in astronomy. I wish I could find my star...
I'm still thinking, I'm still soul searching and I'm still trying to figure out if this is right for me.

And as far as I'm concerned, I'm still going to Alabama... maybe when my book gets out... you'll see why

ARG!

My mom is working on the 19th. the day I was supposed to go meet with him.
grrrr...
what do I do now?
sorry just thinking out loud

hiatus!

I'm not kidding. I'm not going to crack!
If I do it sure wont be this week!

I thank my mom because she has been so supportive in this.
My brother really has been too, I just haven't talked to him as much.

You can't tell me who I can and can't talk to, thats not a partnership, thats control. I've never tried to tell you that you couldn't talk to someone I didn't like. It might be slightly different, but I'm serious here, I did what you asked, or at least what I thought you asked... but I think you know that its not fair... that email... go back and read what you wrote... cause what you just promised not to do. you just did.

Your Life Holds Unlimited Potential

You have the ability to attain whatever you seek;
within you is every potential you can imagine.
Always aim higher than you believe you can reach.
So often, you'll discover that ewhne your talents are set free by your inagination,
you can achieve any goal.
If people offer their help or wisdom as you go through life,
accept it gratefully.
You can learn much from those who have gone before you.
Never be afraid or hesitant to step off the accepted path and head in your own direction if your heart tells you that it's the right way for you.
Always believe that you will ultimately succeed at whatever you do,
and never forget the value of persistence, discipline, and determination.
You are meant to be whatever you dream of becoming.
-Edmund O'Neill

Don't Ever Doubt Yourself

You have so much to offer,
so much to give,
and so much you deserve to receive in return.
Don't ever doubt that.
Know yourself and all of your fine qualities.
Rejoice in all your marvelous strengths of mind and body.
Be glad for the virtues that are yours,
and pat youself on the back for all your many admirable achievements.

Keep positve
Concentrate on that which makes you happy,
and build yourself up.
Stay nimble of heart,
happy of thought,
healthy of mind,
and well in being.

- Janet A. Sullivan

A poem out of a book my mom gave me as a gift. Its called "Always believe in yourself and your dreams"
I love you mom.
Thanks for your help, advice, and swift kicks in the rear when i've needed them...
I'm sure I'll need them a lot in the next few weeks.