The Fantasticks!!

So I was cast in The Fantasticks last night as the lead girl Luisa.
I'm so excited!
I love this feeling. I never want it to leave!

Quotes

some quotes I liked off of my xanga friends page.
they all came from different poeple so if they are yours. just know I'm not claming them:

Sometimes we fall for people, and they just aren't ready to catch us.

You don't need to know any of this. But the things I don't reveal are the things I hold closest and fear losing the most. I work overtime keeping them veiled and camouflaged. You don't need to know that I walk around all day fearing the things that make me happy, and that I have been doing that for my entire life. -Jill A. Davis

we're all a little in the dark when it comes to love. sometimes you have to run away from it to see it clearly. And sometimes you have to come home to try it again. - Men In Trees

Cause I might know you a little better than you think and I don't want you waking up one morning thinking if you'd known everything you might have done something different -The Notebook

If there's just one piece of advice i can give you, it's this - when there's something you really want -- fight for it.. don't give up.. no matter how hopeless it seems. And when you've lost hope, ask youself if in 10 years from now you're gunna wish you gave it just one more short. cause the best things in life, they don't come free. - Dawson`s Creek

Why do you have to push me so hard?You're pushing me away.. <3

I want a a boy i can tell all my deepest secrets to. I want a boy who will french-kiss me. I want a boy who will be jealous if i spend too much time with another guy. - Princess in the Spotlight

run in the rain to get wet, call a friend justcause you care, smile just cause youcan, & laugh just to make people stare

In some ways kids have it easy, cause people think we don't know the difference between right and wrong. That's the easy part. We do. We just pretend we don't, cause making yourself do the right thing, when you don't really want to, is what we need to practice.

It's not about what happened in the past or what you think might happen in the future. There's no point in going through all this crap if you're not going to enjoy the ride. And you know what? When you least expect it, something great might come along, something better than what you planned for.

There have been lots of ups & downs, but ultimately, at the end of the day, that's what makes you who you are. we all know how to laugh, we all know how to cry, and we all know how to love back. we all know heartbreak, but the world keeps moving, and we keep moving along with it. and everything we experience helps us realize how beautiful life really is.

Funny how one minute you can be so close to someone and the next it's like you never knew them

I guess it's gunna have to hurt. I guess I'm gunna have to cry and let go of some things I love to get to the other side. I guess it's gunna break me down like falling when you're trying to fly. It's sad but sometimes moving on with the rest of your lifestarts with goodbye. - Carrie Underwood

When you're still smiling about something thathappened six months ago, you know there's gotta be more

Do whatever makes you happy cause in the end,you`re the only one who's guaranteed to be there.

Instead of trying to find a way out,focus on making your way through.

There's always going to be somebody who'll try to take your dignity and self-esteem. Just never let them take your voice.

God doesn't give you the people you want. Instead, he gives you the people you need. To teach you, to hurt you, to love you and to make you exactly the way you're meant to be

If he's going to be stupid enough to walk away, then you have to be smart enough to let him go.

I know that there are certain people in my lifethat are holding me back, so what do I do? Let go of them, move on, cause my dreams are what matter most

I think best friends are the ones who have been through what you've been through. They understand where you're coming from and where you're going. It's always a challenge to stick by a friend who's making choices we disagree with and are sometimes even dangerous, but it's at these times that our friends need us most.

Sometimes, when you don't ask questions, it's not cause you`re afraid that someone will lie in your face. It's cause you`re afraid they'll tell you the truth - Vanishing Acts

There are two kinds of people in your life. The ones that are going to pick you up, and the ones that are going to push you down, but in the end, you'll thank them both.

And believe me, I did not want thatcause I had a good life before you. Well, not good..but it was okay. Well..it was empty actually, but atleast I was blissfully unaware of howmiserable I was. Where as now.. cause of you.. I'm actually aware of how completely and totally unhappy Iam. Thank you for that. - Failure To Launch

Legally Blonde

ELLE
Take back the books and pack up the clothes
Clear out the room and drop off the key
Leave with what's left of my dignity
Get in the car and just go
Chalk it all up to experience
They said I'd fail but I disagreed
Who could say then where my path would lead?
Well, now I know
Back to the sun
Back to the shore
Back to what I was before
Back where I'm known
Back in my home
Very small pond
Laugh with my friends
When I arrive
We'll drop the top and just drive
That's fine with me
Just let me be
Legally Blonde
(To Emmett) Thanks for your help and for all you've done
Thank you for treating me decently

EMMETT
(spoken) What's wrong?

ELLE
Maybe someday you can visit me
Give me a call, say hello

EMMETT
Wait, where are you going?

ELLE
Sorry I'm letting down everyone

EMMETT
What brought on this?

ELLE
You did your best with a hopeless case

EMMETT
That's ludicrous

BOTH
You are the best thing about this place

EMMETT
Elle, you should know...

ELLE
(spoken) Callahan hit on me.

EMMETT
(spoken) He what?

ELLE
(spoken) He kissed me. He fired me. There's no reason for me to stay.

EMMETT
What about love?
I never mentioned love
The timing's bad, I know
But perhaps if I made it more clear
That you belong right here
You wouldn't have to go
Cause you know that I'm so much in love...

ELLE
Back to the sun
Back to the shore
Back to what I was before

EMMETT
Please don't open the door

ELLE
Lie on the beach
Dream within reach
Don't stray beyond

EMMETT
We both know you're worth so much more

ELLE
Some girls fight hard
Some face the trial
Some girls were just meant to smile

EMMETT
If you can hear, can I just say
How much I want you to stay

ELLE
It's not up to me
Just let me be
Legally Blonde

EMMETT
I need you to stay...

ELLE
It's not up to me
Just let me be
Legally Blonde

GRRRR!!!!!!!

I'm realizing that even on a good day, that the slightest things that people do just get under my skin.
I'm not sure why, but its just irritating.

anyways,
I miss my boyfriend

Penny Marie

AHHHHHH

I haven't posted in a while, I know. I've been dieing to.
Saturday was amazing! Spent it with my brother in the morning. It was the best time, I just got to lay on the couch next to him and hang out. We just lounged and I can't tell you how awesome it was to do that.
Then I spent time with Diana, which is always a joy.

Today I painted on the set, then tried to do some homework.

I was supposed to be in bed by 12am. Promised my mom lol. but I'm still gluing pictures. just started actually. lol.

I should be done soon then off to bed

I'll update you on specific stuff soon.
Muah!

Penny Marie

Aye Storay!

Aye Storay, is the coolest tribal piece I've ever read. Its just awesome!
I can't even explain in words how just cool it was.

anyways, I felt rather pretty today. I wore my star dangle earrings. and it was rather cool. I'm learning where I stand with certain people and I love that.

I miss everyone back home all the different ones, Diana, and everyone else too.

Muah,

Penny Marie

Rain...

I hate rain with a deep desire and passion.
It sucks and It wont stop.
Today would be the best day to just go curl up in bed with someone and cuddle, and sleep. Man, wouldn't that be wonderful. Especially cause I know his day isn't going so great either.
I miss him so much right now.

Anyways, its been a boring day and I feel like a slug.

Rain,
please go away, I hate you.
Sunshine is so much better, even if it is rather warm.
Just stop raining!
thanks ever so much

I know I'm a loser. but I'm just sick of it raining. It puts me in a funky mood.

Penny Marie

Today

has been okay.

I've officially made a book list. A list of books that I want to read. I've got 104 so far.
That's a lot and books are expensive. I wish there was a good library here like back home.
well I don't have that much time to read anyways. And that just kills me! I hate that when I actually want to read I can't!

anyways. rehearsal in an hour and a half. and I have some astronomy to get working on. Loves!

Penny Marie